Never gonna Stop ~ Milow ♥

It's in taxis it's on trains
In airports hopping planes
The silence moving on contains
It's in all the in-betweens
In the day to day routines
In over 15 million dreams

It's in trying to close the door
It's never gonna stop
It's in how you're looking for
A way to make it stop
It's in missing someone more
It's never gonna stop
No it's never gonna stop

It's like trying to fly trapeze
It's like has-beens, gonna-bes
Ill at ease and hard to please
It's how Paris how Cologne
How even Zurich feels outgrown
It's in the way you could have known

Can you make some room for me
Can you make some room for me

It's in trying to close the door it's never gonna stop
I miss you even more and it's never gonna stop



I like it.... I want to hear it, but it will be released tomorrow?! I believe. Cant wait!

P.S

I am part Italian.. isnt that awesome?!!??!?!

My Dads uncle is Italian :D


YEEESSS!!!!


Now I just have to learn the language :D

Angel

I look like an Angel and I am like an Angel :)

Thanksgiving was great. Lots of food, thats all to say :D

Today I went shopping and I got way too much stuff again. Oh god how am i supposed to get all this back to Germany!! AHHHH!! Welll.... letz enjoy everything before we think about that.

Also did Jake ask Kathleen to the Winter Formal Dance today with a note and flowers, because we were not home. It was sooo cute and she said Yes of course :) I am really happy for both of them.

Yesterday Kathleen and I hung out with jake and his best friend Chris, who is also in my German class, and we played Mario Party on Jakes Nitendo 64. It was fun. I lost though, but I didnt care. Chris won and I was happy, because I didnt want Jake to win, because he was mean to me :D Good reason I know!

Tomorrow I have school again Bahh... it is 7:45 pm and I did not do any of my homework yet. SH*T.

Oh I bought someone a book for Christmas: Sh*t my Dad says :D

I♥It

Bye Bye

♥

Back to normal

Hey there :)

So my week went okay. Everything is normal again. Or at least kind of normal. I am not too mad at Patrick anymore. I mean I dont talk to him, or look at him or anything like that. And I am okay with it. I have fun in German and he is kind of pissed about it. Funny! Well. Whatever. I dont care about him anymore. Jake and Kathleen are happy and I am happy for them, although I sometimes feel like the 5th wheel on a car. Unnecesary :( Thats okat, because I have other friends :)

Happy Thanksgiving by the way. I was a Turkey... well I looked like one :D

Thanksgiving was really fun. We ate a lot and then we just hing out with Kathleens Cousin Joe, who is really nice and funny. I am an Angel, thats what we noticed :D Actually I am not, but I like to think I am :)

I talked to Anke before Thanksgiving and it was good. :) I miss her and our telephone calls in Germany. Every day after school for at least 1 hour... talking about nothing really. Well thats okay.

My grades in school are good, who cares :D

Idk (I dont know) what to write about, but its just 3 weeks until Christmas Break, what means 3 weeks until Hawaii!!! I am soooo pumped.

Oh and I saw Harry Potter twice already and I love this movie. Its one of the best HP movies ever. Its kind of sad though.

Have a good weekend everyone.

I miss everyone at home a lot

Love you

Bye ♥

I ♥ HP

I went to the Midnight premier of Harry Potter and it was AWESOME!!! Just sayin.... you should watch it!

100 Truths

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Dark Chocolate Mocha Espresso (Starbucks)

2. Last phone call: Dad :)

3. Last text message: Das ist leider so

4. Last song you listened to: Airplanes

5. Last time you cried: Today in German class, because someones pants fell down. I laughed sooo hard.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: No

7. Been cheated on: nope

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope

9. Lost someone special: not really lost, but i lost the contact

10. Been depressed:No

11. Been drunk and threw up: nope



LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Purple

13. Orange

14. Red


THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: oh yes.... I made a lot

16. Fallen out of love: nope

17. Laughed until you cried? yes

18. Met someone who changed you? yes :)

19. Found out who your true friends were: yeah, unfortunately

20. Found out someone was talking about you: yep :(

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nope

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: not all of them, yet :)

23. How many kids do you want: 2

24. Do you have any pets: host dog? (Kona)

25. Do you want to change your name: no

26. What did you do for your last birthday: I watched a soccer game on TV and I had a family party

27. What time did you wake up today: 5:50

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: I slept

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Coming back to America and see all my friends again. And also go back to Germany and see all my friends again :) WEIRD

30. Last time you saw your Mother: Three months ago... Miss you mommy :(

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Nothing

32. What are you listening to right now: Kathleen typing and talking :)

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yep :)

34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: Kathleen :P

35. Most visited webpage: Facebook

36. Whats your real name: Alexandra Baumann

37. Nicknames: Alex, Creeper, The German :)

39. Zodiac sign: Cancer

40. Male or female: Female

41. Primary School: Erwin-Welke Grundschule

42. Secondary School: WHAT?

43. High school/college: Bergstadt-Gymnasium Luedenscheid/Prairie Ridge

44. Hair Color: Blond

45. Long or short: middle, but I want to let it grow :)

46. Height: 5' 7'' :) (171 cm... the better way to say it xD)

47. Do you have a crush on someone: Maybe.... haha :D No actually not

48: What do you like about yourself: That I am myself around other people :)

49. Piercings: None

50. Tattoos: none

51. Righty or lefty: Righty!



FIRSTS:
52. First surgery: Last year, a mole had to be removed :(

53. First piercing: NEVER

54. First best friend: Kim Lehmann

55. First sport you joined: Volleyball

56. First vacation: Virginia, I think.

58. First pair of trainers: I dont know?!


RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating: nothing

60. Drinking: nothing

61. I'm about to: post all this on my tumblr, after I finished

62. Listening to: Kathleen

63. Waiting for: Nothing


YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids: Yeah...

65. Get married:definetly an American guy :D

66. Career: German Teacher :D

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes

68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs are better

69. Shorter or taller: Taller, of course.

70. Older or Younger: 1 year older :)

71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice stomach to lean against:)

73. Sensitive or loud: Not too sensitive but not too loud :D

74. Hook-up or relationship: RELATIONSHIPS

76. Kissed a stranger: No. I dont thing so

NEW SECTION: (SOMEONE HAD TO ADD IT)



77. Drank hard liquor: no

78. Lost glasses/contacts: no

79. Sex on first date: No

80. Broken someone's heart: Yes, but I dont feel too bad :D

82. Been arrested: No

83. Turned someone down: yup

84. Cried when someone died: Yep :(

85. Fallen for a friend: "friend"? yes



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: Yes

87. Miracles: Sometimes

88. Love at first sight: no

89. Heaven: yes

90. Santa Clause: yes... of course...why would you not belive in Santa??

91. Kiss on the first date: sometimes

92. Angels: no



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope

96. Ever cheated on somebody: No

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go back: I would not want to go back, because I have a really good time right now :)

98. The moment you would choose to relive: Halloween was pretty cool :D

99. Are you afraid of falling in love: I am after what happened last week

100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: Finally :P


.

Not much...

.... just that: Danes ( the guy from my last post) pants fell down in German today. All in all it was a horrible German class today. I mean it is alwaysaweful, but today was just BAD!!!

Hi again

So I didnt write anything for the last 1 1/2 weeks. I dont really have the effort to actually write a lot, but just one thing. METRA :D Its like the U-Bahn in Germany and it killed about 8 people in the last 2 years. So my German class is obsessed with it and I am too. Kathleen says that my german class is not good for my health and its true but its just sooo much fun. So on Friday I went to watch a movie with 6 guys from my German class and it was hilarious. We watched Unstoppable... of course and before we went to Around The Clock and some of us ate. It was really fun and I think we'll do it again soonish.
That was the funny part.... now here comes the bad part of the past week.
Patrick...the one guy I went to Homecoming with and the one that I liked for some time. So he told me that he liked me, but I told him that I don't like him the way he likesme. I mean I really dont. He is just too quiet for me. Okay so then he stopped talking to me and I was kind of disappointed of him. Last Tuesday Kathleen told me then, that Patrick told some of his friends, that he wil "get some" with the German exchange student before Homecoming. One if Kathleens friends told her. Then I called Jake, because I was really mad and I just wanted to talk to someone, but Kathleen, because I already talked to her about it. Jake told me, that he heard something like that too. After the conversation I hung up and I started to cry. I am here for 1 year and why would anyone hurt me soo bad. Why did he tell everyone? He seemed like a really nice guy and who knows what would have happened, if I would have dated him? Nothing good thats for sure. So the next day in schoolI was all mad and pissed and I was realy not in a good mood. But I didnt tell anyone of my guyfriends, because they are all kind of violent. And they are all in German with me and Patrick a.k.a. Asshole. The next day then I cme into the German room and Dane(a really nice guy, he always gives me hugs ands i mee up his hair :)) He came into the room and gave me this HUGE hug and he waslike:"Kathleen told me you are having a bad day" And I knew that Kathleen told him. Dane told me, that he heard Asshole saying something like this, too and I just wanted to kick his nuts or something like that. I was probably just a bet or something. So now everytime I see him I get really mad and i wanna shout and scream at him. I dont but my friends and I decided that I will kick him in his Penis at my last day of school.
Yep... fun week right?

Sad Day

So... Kathleen and Jake have a date on Friday and I am sad. I mean that's okay. I will just syop liking jake.... but thats not so easy. I see him every day and my german class always says that we are dating, because they thought friday the ice skating thing was a date. it was not.... unfortunately. I am sad and I told Kathleen that I HAD a crush on him, but I still have. She was sorry, but she is still talking about her and jake. I don't want to ruin my friendship with jake or kathleen so I will just not think about it. I told Dylan, hes one of my friends( hes gay), that I like(d) Jake and he thought that it is really complicated and I should not go for Jake and I told him that I wont but it will be hard, because he is kind of flirting with me. And even my German teacher thinks hes flirting with me.
But he and Kathleen have a date...maybe it doesn't work out, but I don't think so.
I have to get over all this.
Whatever
Alex

P.S.: Got a big package with candy today from home. I ♥ my parents